I'm just.. craving a certain smell right now.

My mom used to have this dark blue bottle of some kind of spray that she would mist over my pillows at night. I loved the smell of it and would just bury my face in my pillows when I went to bed. I can not remember for the life of me what she had. It had dream or sleep in the title. Some sort of room or pillow spray. I want to say we tucked it away somewhere but I don't know if we ever did. If so, then I have no clue where.


I just miss it so much right now. Pam bought me this lavender chamomile lotion and it... just reminded me of it :c



Anyway, I should probably get to sleep. It's 6 am haha.
OH WELL. I have the house to myself this weekend so who really cares,right? >w>

I hate art blocks. Lately I haven't been able to do anything traditionally and it's driving me mad. Pencils just aren't my friends lately. I hate drawing. Hate not being ABLE to draw. Any time I try I just can't get anything right. Feels unnatural to draw? Any one else had that problem? :<

I should get a new style.

Gaaahhh. Fuckin' art blocks.


Good news though, I'm done with this semester! Hopefully this break will be pretty good. I'm super excited for after Christmas though, ~nove is coming out this break to stay here for a week and a halfish. Guhhh so happy to see her again ;;


Anyway. WHAT DOES EVERYONE WANT FOR CHRISTMAS?
I want a kitty :<
_{And Mass Effect 2.}

Leaving a nice hot shower and walking into my cold room gnjhklg GUH.


Thing is, it's actually not that cold. There's this certain range of temperature that's just nnng bone chilling even though it may not be /cold/. WEIRD. This happen to any of you or am I just crazy?




ask;fhdas BLANKET TIME.

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If you guys would just take a moment to vote for dear for grand prize winner ;__; She's number 3 on there. As a huge favor to my best friend (and thus me) we'd really appreciate taking a few minutes and throwing in those votes.


SO GO VOTE, GUYS. WE APPRECIATE IT MUCH MORE THAN YOU KNOW ;__; She really deserves this <33




OH, and if you guys would help pass this on you'd be loved forever. ;;

I was hanging out with my friend when I got a text from my dad saying my dog just died. She was getting pretty old so it was bound to happen pretty soon but... doesn't make it any easier. She's been around most of my life so it's hard coming home and not seeing her anymore.



Not really the way I wanted to start off this weekend.